Good to love – FKA TWIGS

I’ve let my body OD on the shore with the only assurance that I was now far enough. With the Sea between the mockingbird and me, I could learn to live in the afterlife, the aftermath of your sticks and stones. And I did learn. I breathed, washed my body and welcome the ghosts you left me with. I lived the good and bad life, learned to love with a distance, and let my body breathe with the waves.

But now that you cleared your conscience, faked your way into the heavens, the sky left the table and the horizon is clear. Translucent. Now, I’ve lost my choice and I have to live with an horizon filled of past. There’s nothing I can do, it’s everywhere I can see. It’s hunting me like a burning ray of sunshine roasting every inches of my skin. Seeing it makes me want to either defeat all of deaths or living it all, there’s no more middle ground now that you’ve put me naked again before you all.

And since you killed all that I’ve created of myself, the choice dosent look like a two way street. Like I have, all again, to move accordingly. But my body doesn’t want to come alive for you anymore. Come take me if you want me. I won’t give you the satisfaction of being the one to come to you. I won’t buy your ticket to the uncancelled show. You never were. My story will not be your redemption road